Huh!! Finally i do write!!

A dull Saturday evening. Nothing to do, nowhere to go.I remember opening my acct on something called as a "Blogger" on requestof some of my ardent fans (tat was a joke, I gotta atleast smile) a year back.So wot do i do??? I put it to use!! How do i do tat?? Just pour in wotever trash is hovering my mind, right now ....
3 attempts of CAT, 4 attempts of CET, a load of ambitions, a load of plannings, end result - zilch.Tats the story so far!! I remember reading Lance Armstrong's autobiography and he mentioning "When you prepare for an event, and do your best and go your hardest,and then you dont get it, you just have to say "I didnt deserve to win".I think about my efforts and i always get the answer - YES, I DID GIVE MY BEST AS FAR AS THE LAST ATTEMPT IS CONSIDERED. Its the dame luck that ditched me .
I remember one more line from the same book which goes this way - "If you ever get a second chance in life for something, you have gotto go all the way. Fight like hell!!!" Well, wot do i do now.... Gonna wait for the second opportunity, may b create that opportunity for myself....As of now, I take the only desire one can really permit oneself. Freedom.To ask nothing. To expect nothing. To depend on nothing...................
Yesssssssssssssssssssss!! Finally I have written something in this space!!!!